being beyond hope

i don't have much hope.
but that is a good thing.
hope keeps us chained.
hope denotes a lack of confidence.
false hope that things will change...
technology will save us...
or the great mother
or beings from alpha centauri
or jesus christ
or santa claus.
false hope leads to inaction
and/or ineffectiveness.
false hope binds us to unlivable situations
and blinds us to real possibilities.
and hope itself......
our beacon in the dark,
the light at the end of the long dark tunnel,
protection from despair -
which you must avoid at all costs!
hope was well paired with plagues,
sorrow and mischief in pandora's box.
hope is a curse and a bane.
hope and fear chase each others tails.
hope allows you to be powerless to change.
when hope dies, action begins.
life is very good and very complex...
i feel rage, joy, sorrow, love, despair
and happiness all at the same time.
never fear despair...
it is not perpetual misery...
it is a call to action...
a call to give up on hope...
you never needed it.
the victim dies...
and that is a very good thing.