Tuesday, August 19, 2025
Monday, August 18, 2025
Your circle is either a ladder or a cage. The right people challenge you, celebrate your wins, and make you believe bigger things are possible. The wrong people drain your energy, stir up problems, and keep you focused on nonsense instead of progress. You become what you’re around, so if you want to level up, your environment has to match your ambition. Cut the noise. Keep the people who add value. Because the company you keep will shape the person you become, whether you like it or not.
The words you use set the boundaries for what’s possible in your life. A closed mind shuts down options before they even appear, while an open mind starts looking for solutions. One mindset sees problems, the other sees puzzles to solve. And the difference between the two will determine how far you go. Change your language, and you change what your brain starts working toward. Small shifts in how you think create massive shifts in what you achieve—because your future is built from the questions you dare to ask.
If it’s easy, it’s not changing you. Comfort is a slow, quiet killer of dreams. Real growth burns. It scares you, humbles you, and makes you question if you can keep going. That’s the point. The sweat, the doubt, the awkward moments, those are the bricks that build the version of you you’re chasing. Stop running from the hard stuff. Run straight at it. Because the pain of discomfort lasts a moment, but the pain of staying the same sticks with you forever.
Pain is unavoidable. Walking away stings because it leaves you with regret. Pushing forward hurts because it forces you to stretch beyond what feels safe. But only one of those pains comes with a payoff. Endurance builds resilience, experience, and eventually results. Quitting builds nothing but doubt and the nagging thought of “what if.” Either way, you’ll feel the weight. The real question is whether you want your pain to produce progress ~ or just be the price you pay for giving up too soon.
Thursday, August 14, 2025
Never settle
"High standards aren’t for the faint of heart. They aren’t for the crowd-pleasers or the comfort seekers. Setting your bar above the clouds is not a cute aesthetic or a hashtag—it’s a whole damn lifestyle, and let’s be real, most people don’t have the shoes for this journey. You don’t get to claim excellence just because you like the way it sounds. You have to bleed for it, sweat for it, and sometimes, eat dinner alone because nobody else gets it.
Excellence is a lonely road, and it’s paved with the skulls of every excuse you’ve ever made. It’s not glamorous in the beginning. It’s the sound of your own footsteps echoing in empty corridors while everyone else is busy blending in, settling, and calling it “good enough.” It’s refusing to laugh at jokes you don’t find funny just to fit in, and it’s choosing silence over fake company more times than you care to count.
You see, high standards are a lot like a velvet rope at the entrance to a VIP club. Most people will glare, some will scoff, and a few will try to sweet-talk their way past, but only those who truly belong will ever get in. You don’t lower the rope for convenience. You keep it high, sharp, and sparkling for a reason. You know that what’s rare is precious, and what’s precious never comes easy.
People will call you picky, arrogant, intimidating. Let them. That’s just their code for “I don’t want to work that hard.” You’re not here to make anyone comfortable in their mediocrity. You’re here to set the damn standard on fire and show them what’s possible for those who dare to demand more.
There’s a certain kind of loneliness that comes with refusing to settle. You feel it at parties where small talk tastes like cardboard, you feel it in relationships that wilt the moment you ask for more. But let me tell you, this loneliness is not a punishment—it’s a filter. It separates the weak from the warriors, the dabblers from the doers, the passengers from the pilots.
If you’re waiting for a parade or a standing ovation, keep waiting. Excellence is its own applause. It’s the satisfaction of knowing you didn’t cave, didn’t compromise, didn’t dilute yourself just to make someone else feel better. You’re not a watered-down version of yourself. You’re the top-shelf spirit—bold, rare, and not for everyone.
High standards are magnets for high drama. You’ll attract critics, doubters, and the occasional energy vampire who wants a shortcut to the top. You’ll hear, “You think you’re better than us?” more times than you can count. And your answer, delivered with a smile and a shrug, is simply, “Yes. Yes, I do.” Because you know your worth, and you’re not afraid to say it out loud.
There’s a savage joy in being misunderstood by mediocre people. Let them whisper, let them roll their eyes. While they’re busy talking, you’re busy building, growing, leveling up. You’re not here to prove yourself to anyone who can’t see the vision. You’re here to attract the few who can match your fire, not the many who can’t handle the heat.
Excellence is demanding. It will cost you sleep. It will cost you friendships that never deserved you. It will cost you comfort, convenience, and the easy way out. But what you gain is priceless: self-respect, clarity, and a circle so tight you could bounce a diamond off it.
You learn to love your own company. You become your own hype squad, your own accountability partner, your own best friend. You stop chasing validation from people who couldn’t even spell “ambition” if you spotted them the A and the M. You realize that being alone at the top is better than being lost in the crowd at the bottom.
People will try to romanticize “settling down,” as if it’s the only definition of happiness. But you know the truth: settling is just another word for surrender. You didn’t come this far to give up on your standards now. You’d rather be single, solo, or the last one standing than wake up wondering what you could have been if you’d just refused to settle.
There’s a power in saying no. No to mediocrity, no to half-assed effort, no to almost-good-enough love. Every no is a yes to yourself, to your dreams, to your next level. You don’t apologize for your standards. You let them do the talking for you.
You start to recognize the difference between being alone and being lonely. Alone is freedom. Alone is potential. Alone is where you grow roots so deep, no storm can shake you. Being lonely in a crowd that doesn’t know your worth is the real tragedy.
You become immune to guilt trips. People will call you cold, hard, unapproachable. But you know you’re just focused, just selective, just determined to protect your peace. You’d rather be misunderstood than misused. You’d rather be respected than liked.
You learn to love rejection. Every door that closes is a blessing in disguise. Every person who walks away is one less distraction. Every missed opportunity is just a redirection to something bigger, better, bolder. You stop chasing and start attracting.
High standards are a mirror. They reflect the truth about who you are and what you value. They force you to level up every single day. You can’t demand greatness from others if you’re not willing to be great yourself. Excellence is a discipline, not a gift.
Eventually, the right people start to show up. The ones who don’t flinch at the bar you’ve set. The ones who see your standards and raise you theirs. You find yourself surrounded by a tribe that doesn’t just accept your ambition—they amplify it. These are your people. These are your equals.
There’s nothing sexier than someone who knows what they want and isn’t afraid to demand it. You become a magnet for energy that matches yours—driven, relentless, unapologetic. You stop explaining yourself to those who don’t get it. You realize your standards are a love letter to your future.
You get comfortable with discomfort. Growth isn’t meant to feel like a spa day. It’s messy, it’s hard, it’s lonely. But every step you take, every boundary you defend, every compromise you refuse to make, is a declaration: “I am worth more than ‘just enough.’”
You stop measuring your progress by the company you keep. It’s not about how many followers, friends, or fans you have. It’s about the quality of the connections you cultivate. One real ally is worth a thousand admirers who’d disappear the minute you stop entertaining them.
You start to crave the challenge. You want to be around people who push back, who call you out, who refuse to let you stagnate. Iron sharpens iron, and you’re not here to be soft. You’re here to be sharp, to be bold, to be unforgettable.
You become an example. People start to notice. They’ll say, “How do you do it?” They’ll ask for your secret. And you’ll just smile, because your only secret is that you refused to settle for less than you deserve—no matter how long it took.
Bit by bit, you realize the road isn’t so lonely anymore. You look around and see others who’ve walked miles alone, too. There’s a silent nod, a mutual respect, an unspoken understanding that you’re all in this together. Excellence attracts excellence.
You stop fearing solitude. Solitude becomes your sanctuary, your power source, your creative well. You realize the loneliest moments have shaped you into someone who cannot be shaken. You are unbreakable, unbothered, and utterly unstoppable.
You stop apologizing for your standards. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for wanting more, needing more, demanding more. You are not “too much.” You are just enough for the life you’ve always dreamed of.
High standards aren’t about arrogance—they’re about self-respect. They’re about refusing to dim your light for anyone who can’t handle the brightness. You become a beacon for those who are lost in the fog of conformity, a lighthouse for the wild ones who dare to dream bigger.
And finally, you realize that the world doesn’t need more people willing to settle. It needs more people brave enough to choose excellence, even when it means walking alone. It needs more people like you.
So walk your lonely road with your head high and your standards higher. Because one day, you’ll look beside you and see other warriors, other trailblazers, other legends who refused to settle too. And that, darling, is where the real party begins."
-Steve De'lano Garcia
Sky View Ridge
I’m creating a place where people can come home to themselves ~ because that’s what I’ve had to learn to do.
Sky View Ridge is sacred terrain. I’ve chosen to seed it with thyme, name cabins after my beloved grand-nieces and nephews, and host only during the warm season. This isn’t just a business ~ it’s an altar to regeneration, to legacy, to nature’s rhythm.
Every person who steps onto this land is someone I can serve with beauty, care, and a moment of peace they might carry back into their lives.
Welcoming people into my space is sacred. I’m creating a container for presence, wonder, and slowness. That’s rare. That’s valuable. That’s purposeful.
My venture is living proof that it’s never too late to start fresh, dream big, or heal deeply. That’s a message people need.
I am 75 and starting something completely new. That alone is a lighthouse for others. Sky View Ridge is the physical embodiment of resilience, creativity, and wisdom earned.
I am the steward of a place where nature and soul meet.
Through this land, I offer peace, beauty, and connection.
My purpose is to live aligned, and let that alignment ripple.
My purpose is to be a living expression of renewal ~ offering peace, beauty, and belonging through the land I steward, the life I live, and the love I extend.
My purpose is to embody reinvention and freedom ~ creating sacred space for others to pause, breathe, and remember who they are, just as I have remembered who I am.
I am here to offer a place where hearts rest, nature speaks, and the noise of the world fades. My purpose is to welcome others into stillness, and in doing so, deepen my own.
My purpose is to live with depth and freedom, and to offer peace and beauty to others through the land I love.
Welcome to Sky View Ridge
This land was created with intention.
A place of peace, beauty, and presence.
Here, you are invited to slow down,
breathe deeply,
and return to what matters.
May you find stillness.
May you feel free.
May you leave lighter than you arrived.
Wednesday, August 13, 2025
Not much, you?
"They asked me what I’ve been up to, and I almost handed them the polite brochure version. Then my spirit side-eyed me like, girl, do not shrink. I have been running a full-time revolution inside my chest. I’ve been rewriting my DNA with prayer and boundaries, exfoliating my lineage with saltwater tears and sacred laughter, and turning every hush into a hymn. I’ve been spinning straw into gold and tipping myself for the labor, because I am both the magician and the miracle, and my receipts are stamped by thunder.
I’ve been handling generational business like a CEO with a halo and hoops. I called a board meeting with my ancestors, told them the family myths are getting audited, and replaced the scarcity department with overflow. I uninstalled the old program called “suffer quietly” and uploaded “prosper loudly.” I corrected the accounting books where love was filed as a debt. Now it’s an asset with compounding interest, and I pay myself first in peace, second in joy, and third in silence that no longer bleeds.
I’ve been bench-pressing my nervous system out of survival mode like a gym goddess with incense burning. Breath in for four, out for eight, and watch me grow new receptors for delight. I’ve been teaching my body that alarms are not prophecies, that rest is not a crime scene, and that safety can be a steady home, not a rare hotel room. I invite my pulse to sit beside me on the porch, lemonade in hand, and we practice not sprinting toward imaginary fires.
I’ve been throwing tea parties for my inner demons with assigned seating and clear house rules. I let them talk, but I hold the microphone. I made peace with the one who calls herself Perfectionism and assigned her a smaller job: proofreading my hope, not my worth. I hugged Fear long enough to hear her childhood. I told Shame to pack her bags because we are renovating and her aesthetic is not welcome in this century.
I’ve been parenting my inner child like the mother she always deserved: snack before meltdown, nap before nonsense, honesty before obligation. I paint her nails with glitter courage and tuck her in with fairytales where the girl rescues herself and still gets the castle with an excellent spa. I do not negotiate her safety. I do not underprice her magic. I let her choose the playlist, and guess what—healing actually dances better with joy.
I’ve been kissing the forehead of every past version of me who kept us alive with duct tape and grit. No slander for the survivor I was. I retired her with honors and threw her a parade. Then I hired the visionary. She negotiates in silk, signs contracts with moonlight, and answers emails with “no” when “no” is holiness. My standards got promoted. My boundaries got tenure. My peace got a security detail.
I’ve been turning my rage into a sacrament, not a scandal. I sanctify my fire. I cook with it, I craft with it, and I refuse to apologize for being warm in a world that profits off women staying cold. I don’t do small flames anymore. I do contained infernos that light the path for anyone ready to step out of their own shadows. Match in one hand, water in the other, crown secure, conscience clear.
I’ve been flirting with destiny and ghosting distractions. If it does not amplify my calling, it can watch from the cheap seats. I am not chasing what cannot pronounce my name correctly. I attract what is trained to love me. I am busy collecting green lights from the universe and speeding only toward alignment. Detours try to flirt; I wink, wave, and keep it sacred.
I’ve been practicing spiritual petty, which is really just enlightened selectivity. I bless from a distance. I release with a smile and a block. I light candles for folks and still lock the door, because forgiveness is not a weekend pass for repeat offenders. I pray with one hand and sign boundary papers with the other. Even my angels wear sunglasses around me because the glow is blinding and the shade is strategic.
I’ve been making my life taste expensive in ways money can’t buy. I season every morning with gratitude that bites back. I iron my self-respect and wear it sharp. I arrange my days like altars: fresh fruit for sweetness, clean floors for clarity, a playlist that tells the truth in bass. My calendar is a spell. My routines are holy choreography. My joy is no longer a guest; she pays rent and has a key.
I’ve been harvesting miracles from places no one thought to look: the quiet at the bottom of my exhale, the yes that echoes when I stand alone, the way my intuition texts me in full paragraphs now. I moved into the center of my own life and discovered the view is breathtaking—panoramic, oceanfront, and paid in full by resilience. The neighbors are peace and purpose. We share a fence made of gold standards.
I’ve been choosing words like blades and balms. I speak to cut cords, not people. I speak to stitch wounds, not hide them. I use my voice like a lighthouse: steady, tall, and visible to those who need it. If someone prefers me dim, that is a personal preference, not my problem. I turned down the shame and turned up the wattage. Consider this a surge warning and a love note.
I’ve been unlearning urgency and unhooking from applause. Quiet accomplishments are my favorite flex now. I measure progress by how quickly I return to myself after I wobble, by how kindly I treat me when nobody’s watching, by how often I choose the long-term sacred over the short-term shiny. Discipline is my devotion. Grace is my glide path. Results show up fashionably late but unmistakably mine.
I’ve been luxuriating in the art of “no.” Full-sentence, velvet-lined, iron-backed no. No to the role of emotional landfill. No to performing softness for people who weaponize it. No to selling my peace for discount validation. My no is not an apology; it is architecture. It builds the house where my yes can throw parties that last generations.
I’ve been mastering the weather inside me. Storms still form, but I sit at the command center now. I schedule rain where it grows roses and redirect lightning to power my vision board. I read the forecast of my feelings and dress accordingly—boots for boundaries, silk for self-love, armor optional because my spirit is already Kevlar and kindness.
I’ve been loving outrageously without fundraising from my self-worth. I give from overflow, not from scar tissue. I can hold you without dropping me. That is not cold; that is mature fire. The people who meet me here are hydrated, healing, and honest. The ones who don’t can catch my postcard from the future: wish you growth.
I’ve been courting silence like a lover who knows all my names. In the hush, I hear the curriculum. The universe writes in margins, and I finally left room to read it. I stopped making myself loud to be legible. I became legible to myself and everything else started translating just fine.
So when they tilt their heads and ask, what have you been up to lately, I feel the choir rise in my ribs, the halo roll its eyes, and the crown sit a little heavier with satisfaction. I could give them the whole sermon, the syllabus, the soundtrack, the throne room tour. But their curiosity is tiny and my truth is tall.
I smile like I swallowed a sunrise and learned its language. I shrug like thunder in silk. I sip my water like it is holy and earned. And because not every masterpiece needs a narrator, I let the understatement wear my perfume and walk out first.
Not much, you?"
-Steve De'lano Garcia
Tuesday, August 12, 2025
Generosity vs Survival
Sometimes dropping everything for others is less about generosity and more about survival. If you grew up in an environment where your worth was tied to what you could give, help, or fix, it can feel impossible to say no. Maybe you learned early on that being useful kept you safe from conflict. Or that meeting everyone else’s needs first was the only way to feel seen. Over time, that pattern can follow you into adulthood without you even realizing it.
This can also come from a deep fear of being disposable. If you were only praised when you were helping, then being still or unavailable can feel risky. You might believe that without constant giving, people will lose interest in you. That fear can make it hard to rest, set boundaries, or put yourself first without guilt.
The problem is, this way of living trains your body and mind to stay in a state of alert. You’re always scanning for what someone might need so you can jump in before they even ask. While it may feel like second nature, it often comes at the expense of your own well-being. Burnout, resentment, and even physical health issues can become part of the cycle.
The first step in breaking this pattern is noticing when you’re doing it. Ask yourself if you’re helping because you genuinely want to, or because you feel you have to in order to be valued. Then start practicing small moments of holding back. Let someone else step in. See how it feels to let a need go unmet by you.
It can help to build your sense of worth outside of what you provide. That might mean developing hobbies, strengthening friendships that aren’t based on favors, or even learning to sit in the discomfort of not fixing a problem. Over time, you can re-train your nervous system to feel safe in stillness.
Helping others is not the problem. The problem is when your entire identity depends on it. You deserve to feel valuable just for being, not just for doing.
Fear of Confrontation
Many people think a fear of confrontation is simply a lack of confidence or a dislike for conflict. In reality, it often starts much earlier. If you grew up in an environment where anger, disappointment, or tension led to withdrawal, punishment, or emotional disconnection, your nervous system learned that keeping the peace was safer than speaking your truth. This conditioning isn’t always conscious, it’s a protective strategy that helped you navigate relationships when you didn’t have control over the outcome.
Over time, this survival strategy can show up in adulthood as avoiding difficult conversations, minimizing your needs, or staying silent even when something matters to you. The fear isn’t about the confrontation itself; it’s about what you believe will happen after, rejection, abandonment, or loss of safety.
Moving forward starts with separating the past from the present. That means noticing when your body is reacting as if you’re back in that original unsafe moment, even though you’re now with people who may be capable of repair. Start small by practicing saying what you need in low-stakes situations, giving yourself proof that your voice can be heard without everything falling apart. The more your nervous system experiences healthy, respectful responses, the more it will begin to associate speaking up with connection instead of danger.