Friday, October 10, 2025

Love letters from my younger self

 when was the last time you touched yourself

with the intention to meet your soul,

not just your skin?


what would happen if you stopped

trying to regulate your emotions

and started eroticizing them

instead?


what would happen if you stopped

trying to become someone better

and started dating the person

you already are?


what if the thing you call self-sabotage

is actually self-protection

waiting to be

understood

instead of shamed?


what if healing isn't about becoming light,

but learning to make love to your own darkness

until it sighs in relief?


what if the parts of you

you’ve been trying to "heal"

are actually the ones here

to teach you how to love

without conditions?


what would happen if

instead of forgiving yourself,

you listened to the part of you

that still doesn’t feel

forgiven?


what if the version of you

you’re ashamed of

is just the part

that learned how to protect you

when no one else did?


when was the last time

you listened to your thoughts

without trying to fix them;

like a friend venting,

not a problem to solve?


could it be that your deepest wounds

aren’t waiting to be resolved,

but to be rewritten

as love letters

from your younger self?


if you spoke to your inner critic

like a scared child instead of a villain,

would it still need to scream?


are you brave enough

to stop “working on yourself”

and start making love to the parts

that keep interrupting your "progress"?


them: what happens when you

write a poem for me?

me: i find the version of you

that still believes in magick and

dare it to come out

naked.


i can write you something

that makes your pulse remember

who it used to be before

the world made it polite.

but you’ll pay in goosebumps.


it’s not cheap

because it’s not hollow.

it’s the cost of honesty in a world

that worships filters.

comment “worth it”

if you’re ready to be witnessed.


if i said poetry isn’t art

but aftercare,

would you finally

let yourself come undone

on the page?

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